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Hey guys.
I know I haven't posted anything in ages, literature or journals. And I'm sorry.
I've been stuck on an idea but I don't know how to start it, and I don't have the time since I got a new job.
Hopefully I'll be able to begin posting sometime in the near future.

As I said before. I've recently gotten a new job. It's a full time admin traineeship. It's going pretty well considering the occasional disputes with my boss. But most of it has calmed down and I'm getting the hang of everything.

Our family found a long lost aunt of mine. She was abandoned by her family,(My Grandmothers brother) at 2 years old and was lead to believe she had no one. 50 years later and we all got to meet her. She's afraid that we're just going to leave again. It must have been hard. She's such a sweet lady.

I turned 20 last wednesday.
I didn't have a party though. No one to celebrate with.
I've come to realise that I don't really have any friends. Just people that use me until they can't anymore and then they move to the next poor bastard that makes the same mistake as me.

In the near future I'll be going to a shooting range. It would be so cool to learn how to use a gun, and own one. I just hope they'll let me.

A lot of things have happened recently and it's taking it's tole. It's really hard to find any motivation to do anything. It's getting harder to distract myself from the memories I want to forget. I can't help but blame myself a little.
Things aren't as hard as they used to be, but I haven't felt this lonely in a very long time.

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greenkaitlin Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fave! :glomp:
nikkynikki Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2010  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the fav! :hug:
iLoveiLaughiCry Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2010
Thank you so much for the :+fav: I really appreciate it when my writing is added.
Have a spiff day~
kr8v Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2010
thanks for the favorite :)
soras-groupie22 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2010
hey, i noticed to deviant watched me recently.
I just wanted to let you know I'm moving all of my stuff to another account ~devanneallover
so look for new stuff there!
Sirothello Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2010
Thanks for the :+fav:!~
blackroseblooming Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2010  Student Writer
Thanks for the fav on The Reaper! ( I know that was ages ago, but I'm a slow poke ;) )
starjade12 Featured By Owner May 24, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks foe the fave~
Nisa-chan666 Featured By Owner May 19, 2010
thanks for the faves :XD:
Skoyle Featured By Owner May 11, 2010
Thanks for the fav! ^.^
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